Post-reflection

Sometimes i will ask myself, "Why do I have to go through this?, "Why am I so stupid?". Because i felt that this was unfair. The money that I've paid summed up to around $3000. I've already planned on using the money to further my studies. The money that i saved from working, I wanted to use a fraction of it to go travelling with my sister as I've always wanted to travel and I felt this year was my chance.

Compared to my sisters, I felt that I was always the unlucky one. Then i was reminded that everything that happened, there will always be a reason. Maybe something good will come to me one day. I do not know. I will just have to pray and hope for the best. But I know I have learnt a very important lesson from the accident...

I was glad no one got hurt or dead from the accident. I realized i almost took a life or two. When i told my sister and aunt and uncle about the incident, they told me they are glad and thankful that i'm still alive. That triggered me to think to myself, what if i was dead? How would my family feel? How would my mother re-act when she arrive back home to a terrible news? Back then, when the accident happened, i was so shocked to even care about myself. So now i realized that whatever you do, do not take for granted. I am glad I'm still alive to see the next day. Sometimes we forgot about the things we remind ourselves, but I think this accident will be a reminder that i will never forget.