Why so SERIOUS?

Yes i know it's been like 5 days since i updated my blog but i did watch The Dark Knight after i bought the ticket on Wednesday. I watched it on 17 July, alone, and i watched it again just now at 9pm with Saiful and Kairos. Luckily when i watch on the 17 July, I got the back seat and can fully understand the movie without anyone disturbing me. For example like... my older sister.. but when i watched just with the 2 guys we sat like at the 4th row so i had to like lean back and tilt my head upwards. Gave my neck cramps. But yeah the movie didn't disappoint me 1 bit. Coz i paid $6 for a 2hr movie. Batman, Joker and Harvey Dent/Two face were great. Eventhough Batman kept using that gruff/grizzly bear-like voice everytime he's in the batman suit. It annoys me. Saiful admitted that too. It was annoying. But the Two face character wasn't really doing anything major in the movie. He's just trying to take revenge for everything he lost. So in the end, the Joker rulez as the major villian. Heath Ledger did a more fantastic job being the Joker than Jack Nicholson. Too bad he bit the dust. I just love DC comic villians. They make the story going and interesting. Plus they don't wear their underwear on the outside. Doesn't make them look gay.

Speaking of the Joker, I was browsing through deviantart.com to see more Joker artwork. Some just blew me away(they were incredible) except for those who took pictures of themselves with the make-up on but instead of the messy green hair they had those emo-shit hairstyles. Like what the hell....Joker suppose to be psychotic, not emo. Anyway, i love the Dark Knight. Coz Joker really OWNS.

Must WATCH!

OK this is it. The Dark Knight is going to make its debut on 17 july which is tmrw. I've been telling the whole class on and on and on that if they don't wanna watch with me on Thursday , then i'm gonna watch it ALONE. Yes .1st time. ALONE. I've never been to the movies alone before. At first i asked Saiful and Kairos if they wanna watch, but they go some stupid school thingy going on so they can't make it on Thursday. When i came to school a few hours later, my class decided to watch Batman on Friday. But i can't go with them coz i gotta go work from 5pm-1am. Drat. I asked the old and young sis if they wanna go but the old sis said next time which is i don't know when and the young one claimed she had no money. I'm so not going to blanja anyone this time so i guess i had no choice but to go alone. the reason i so wanted to catch that movie was because i wanna see the Joker. Sure i know that Batman is hot but i just wanna see the Joker. I've been browsing through deviantart.com and i noticed a lot of Joker works. And they are just gorgeous. Well, to me they are. That's why i've fallen in love with that lunatic phsyco-criminal.



But there's worse to come. I just realised a few minutes ago that i'm not the only one who adore the cape crusader! they are like million others who adore him just as much as i do. So i went to check Cathay's website to see if the batman's e-Ticketing were open to be booked. Sure enough, the 7pm slot were already half full. But then i noticed that there was one seat in between the rest that no one occupy. I'm am so hoping that there's no other idiotic kiasu person who would die die want that seat too. Coz i want that seat! Ok so 1st things 1st, later after school, i'm heading straight to Causeway Point's Cathay and die die die buy that seat. I DON'T CARE.

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CosFest pics

Here are some of the pics i took from Cosfest:

Cute!

Ulquiorra!

Espada Class
Kenshin... M.I.A?!
Yahiko Kawaii!

Holly and Me

Kuchiki Byakuya

Sailormoon(taken by debbie)
Hibari, Tsuna, Mokuro (can't find yamamoto n gokudera:( )
FF7
Ogama no Kamatari!

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She OWNS
Close up
Some random cosplayer
Shirley as NEar

Cute!
Ishida from Bleach
Inuyasha
Vizard vs Espada
D.gray-man cast ( there are 2 Allens?!)

Look here lah!

CoSFEST WAS COOOOOLLLLLL.....

Yesterday was....COSFEST. 2nd time i went there.No i didn't cosplay but i took pictures of the cosplayers! hehe. Fun was all that matters yesterday. I took any oppurtunity that i have to just squeeze through all those professional photographers to take all those pics of my favourite characters. Me and my friends was like... gosh ours are just normal digital cameras... they own those Canon cameras!!
Yes we are just ametuers. I was gasping every second i saw people cosplaying as my favourite characters. I went.... look! there's D.Gray-man! Where's Noah family? Bleach! bleach! bleach! Eh i want to take Bleach! Kyaaah! Ulquiorra! There's Ulquiorra! BYAKUYA!Come come take picture! Where the hell is Vongola Family? Yamamoto... L! L-sama! Where's Light? Wow i didn't know Sailormoon was that popular...They are beautiful sluts! HI HOLLY! ahaha. Omg did i just saw Rurouni Kenshin cast? But why's Kenshin m.i.a? Hey that's a cute loli! Eh! Why is Saito...SHORT?! haha kaoru is beautiful sia!! wait...KAMATARI! look at camera and SMILE!!! Thank u. thank u. thank u! u guys are awesome.

Ok so i was hyper yesterday. I was like smiling when i reviewed all the pics that that i had taken. And don't forget about the artworks being sold and displayed there. Those were just gorgeous! My aim was to buy some Vongola artworks. But most of them were in chibi form so didn't buy because i am not a chibi fan. There were cool versions of them. But i didn't buy them coz they were yaoi. Like gokudera hugging Tsuna. N Hibari's and Dino's faces were like so close to each other they almost kissed. And i am not a yaoi fan as well. In the end i didn't buy anything. But i'm still satisfied coz i got to take pictures of the cosplayers. Pity i didn't get to take picture WITH them. How to? people are shoving each other to take them. I didn't get the chance and it was crowded. But during the end of year cosplay at Expo i am going to take picutures of me and them side by side. yes i will. Ok i don't have the time to post the pics up now coz i am going to work in just a few minutes. So i will do that later. Ciao!

i just got back from the dentist. I went there with my mum. And here i thought i could finally get over this braces thingy and move on with my life. but then mum cleverly told the dentist my teeth was not straight enough and she wanted to be perfectly straight like the ones u see in ads. I was like giving her signals behind the dentist's back. Please just get these painful braces out then i can live in peace please please please was what i was trying to tell my mum but she took no notice of it. It was like as if they were the ones who decide how my teeth will look like. and there was this sudden suggestion that the dentist would have to chip off the sides of my tooth in order to get the perfect teeth MY MUM wanted for me. I almost fainted. I shook my head aggressively saying that wasn't one of the option. I'm like hello? yoohoo? I'm the one suffering here??? Anyway, the appointment for next week was cancelled and i had to take another date for the next visit.Drat. Worse was that the next visit is on the 25th of August at 8am. So i have about 2 more months to endure the pain. Thanks a lot mum. Furthermore, Dr.Ros( the dentist) and her assistant were so annoyingly nice to me today it makes me almost wanna hurt them. I think it's because my mum was there. I was suprised. Usually they will not talk much to me and just ask me to come for the next visit and when they speak to me, they will explain as if i was a 10 year old kid. Gosh i'm really in a bad mood today. Now i have to wear not 2, but 3 elastics on my braces. The friction is really getting on me. Later on the sides of my mouth would have scars i am so sure of it. On the whole train ride back to home, i didn't even smile at all. I'm so not in the mood to talk to anyone.

Suprisingly when i got back home, everyone was here. Naufal was an exeption. He claimed that he had stomachache so he didn't go to school. He's probably delighted that he don't have to go there coz the way i see it, if he's so unwell, he wouldn't have taken out his 3 year old toys and played choo-choo train since afternoon. Bloody annoying. Now i'm so not in the mood to do anything. Argh. Shit the 'lazy' sickness is getting to me. I have to do my work....I HAVE TO...

There's a lot of things on my mind right now. And it's tearing me apart. I feel like going to the window and just SCREAM. argh. ok

1) i think i'm beginning to become lazy. That is something very dangerous. Thing is i hate to slack. Becoz if i slack i will never get things done.

2) i really have to be wise enough to manage time for school and work. I think i can't take both actually. Thing is i want to do both. And maintain my grades as it is. Or higher. I don't think the people in my school understand, but i don't take up jobs just for fun. It's because i think that i should actually support myself. I see that only see my mum as the breadwinner of the family now that my dad is ...gone. I appreciate that some of the other members of the family(i'm not gonna state who) sometimes support and help us emotionally and mentally. But i just can't shake my legs back and forth and wait for money to drop from the sky. In my opinion, to survive physically and mentally, and emotionally, u have to work. Hard. People say that money is not everything. But if you are living in a goddamn country like SINGAPORE i'm sorry to say that money IS everything. To survive that is. There's a price to EVERYTHING. So coming back to what i'm trying to say, I have to help myself to help my mum and sisters.

3) i keep thinking of dad. Whenever i remembered how he treated me when i was young, i realized how much he really changed. how very happy i felt that he changed for the much better person that he is today. Well, not really today...now that he's...gone. But yeah u get what i mean. This will never leave my memories for an entire lifetime. I don't care what other people say that he cared Aunty Sham and Mary much much more than us sisters especially me but i, as a daughter , have been hoping ,from young, he will changed to a better man. And it came true. That is all that i wanted in him. So yeah. I'm sad and happy and sad and happy....OMGosh... i got this mixed feeling.... and yeah i missed him.

4) I got this 2 stupid phobias 1)losing my thunbdrive(huh?) 2) fear that people will hate me. No.1 is the most scariest to me. But i never lose it before. It's just that i have this terrible feeling. No.2 is less scary. I always have this feeling that people talking about me eventhough i know that people actually don't care about me. They don't even bother. Maybe i'm just shiok sendiri. I need help on how to get rid of this unecessary sickness. I even checked on wikipedia if there are such phobia but to my dismay, none of them exist. So i need help. I know this the most stupidest thing that has ever happen to me. HELP Help help.

5) I think i have ... a ...crush...* shocks* I THINK. I dunno! I dunno what to think. I'm very confused. I don't know if it really is a crush. Out of my 18 years in life, I don't remember liking someone so much...well not that i like him so much...Ok i don't know! Argh. This is the 1st time i like LIKE someone.Ok not the 1st... 2nd maybe...? Ok NO! aaaahhh! I want and don't want him to notice me... Maybe he don't even know that i exist in this world. then it's good if he don't know.. but then i will look i'm a stalker. But i'm not a stalker. Ok now i'm beginning to blush! Omg! i hate this feeling. I never talk about who i like with anybody at all before... not even with my mum or sisters or my closest friend or other friends. Other people also never ask me who i like too. But since i'm 18, i think i have to let out my feelings more. and because of not to stress myself out on this kind of thing...I hope this feeling would go away soon...

Ok i feel better after bogging this shit. Thanks blogger. U really made my day. hehe :)