Firstly...i want to say i created my OWN website! Can u believe it? I am so not into all these web stuffs and i have a website. http://anemptyhouse.net/nad .cool or wat? Ok not cool . So not professional at all. Its ok Nad there is always a first time to everything.

Ok now is the hardest part. Sometimes i don't know what i'm doing. Why? Why did choose a design course. Why did i decide to work. Why do i think too much. Why am i an introvert. Why. Why.Why. Why do i question myself so much. Huh?... anyway...whywhywhy. I screwed up the other day at Starbucks. I felt so slenger there. Embarrassed to the core. I hate using that cash register. I notice other store/restaurants that they don't have to reprint receipts after making the transactions. I don't understand why coffee bean and Starbucks have to diediedie re-print the receipt. N i wonder why i am SLOW. Well that's how i feel. yesterday i couldn't take it anymore and i finally told kakak and Wahidah that i'm actually stress. N i cried. I feel like giving up on everything. Luckily there's ibu. If not for her, rite now i would have not care of everything. People say i think too much. I used to ignore that statement. But now i think it is so damn true. Yeah Nad u think too much. U should actually put yourself 1st before other once in a while. If not u are going to lose in life. U should stand up for yourself. Sometimes being a bitch is worth it....

Ok that matter aside....i HAve FLU. I HATE U FLU. WHY DO HAVE TO CHOOSE ME. Argh. I am not getting any better. And i have assignment i have yet to complete. This is too much for me. Seriously. Rite now, i seriously need luck to survive my year 2.

N i haven't watch D.GRAYMAN EPISODE 93 until now. because my home computer and laptop is being an ass and refuse to download the episode for me. Now i like Allen Walker. But i still like Kanda more.

I actually should leave anime and manga aside 1st and concentrate on my upcoming sudent project 3. So goodbye anime i will not be seeing u for 3 weeks! heheh :)